You were never the issue,
I never meant to misuse you,
you don’t get the tissue
cause you never listened to me did you?
I told you everything I wanted, and everything I was looking for.
Says more about me loving me, than me loving you, when I walk out the door.
This wasn’t a one way street, you can go the same direction.
Don’t do me favors or stay with me for my hearts protection,
use this as the lesson
I can’t handle your fragility
when I’m maintaining by mental stablility
I wanted to be your peace, but you weren’t whole
You were looking at me instead of looking up and our relationship took the toll
I can’t carry it all
You know God did that on the cross, that’s not my call
You were bringing things to me,
when you should have tapped into His line
not saying everything would have been fine
Maybe you’ll figure it out next time
I can’t go back to the things that took me under
Don’t want to be stagnant and look back and wonder
I have to choose me
there’s battles I am fighting that you don’t even see
I cried out for you but you could never hear it
We were never in the same spirit
except that one time on Valentines Day
When our plans were in the way.
God stepped in and gave us a glimpse of what He wanted to do
He got through to me, but I don’t know if He got through to you.
I am not pressed for time,
Probably cause its not even mine.
One day it’ll happen for me, but until then
I will remain with Him
I’ve always known Him, and I’ve always known he was the one,
And my heart will be satisfied, when the time is right, when he looks at me and says “well done…”