I wanted to do my own thing, okay?
Like…like snatch his soul but not that worldly way.
Like showing him he needs a wife, and not a bae.
I wanted to be the one to show him, I wanted to get him to know HIM.
But while I was pushing him, he was pulling me, and when I looked up things were not
aligned so evenly.
And I was no longer where I was supposed to be, spiritually.
I was just a little..in to deep now, you know?
In the midst of my trying to plant those seeds to and fro,
The wrong fruits were starting to grow….
Love, Me. 